79%

Tears fall as years fade away
Road trips
Business plans
Morocco
Literary babies
I saw it all so
So
Clearly
But I was always 79%
And I wanted to give you so much more than 79%
You deserve better than 79%
I wasn't just messy
I was absent
And I want to be present for every sun soaked day
God
I already miss the endless potential of that future 
I'm grasping at it as it slips through my fingers
But it's going because I sent it away
79% wasn't enough
So I take a breath
I take a risk
No more shared wardrobe
No more Mexico
Just the other 21% I couldn't give you